Today was a lot more eventful than just laying with mommy while she works. Today I actually got to go somewhere!!! I was so excited I about jumped clear off the porch. Once I saw where we were going I wanted to go right back home. Apparently humans like to hurt us dogs with these needle things. Anyways, mommy was so nervous (whatever that means) that I would be hospitalized by next month. I tried to show the doctor how active I have been lately and it paid off. After they took my blood the doctor said he could tell I was feeling MUCH better than I was! I think he was a little amazed at how much better I was doing. Mommy had to open her mouth and tell him I was starting to itch again, which concerned him. I am now back on two pills instead of one...can we say yuck?! He told mommy that they would try doing a pulse dose where I will take it for seven days straight and then just on Saturday and Sunday after that and it would possibly be for life. He brought in a piece of paper and started talking to mommy. He said my BUN was 43.7, which was DOWN from what it was the last time we were in there. Last time it was around 60 something. My creatinine was at 2.5 which is also down from last time and cut in half. The doctor told me I did really good and my mommy just loved on me a lot. The doctor also told mommy she had been doing good as well...as if SHE is the one who has to give up all the good stuff...pssh! I have to go back next month for another check and if I'm still feeling okay then they will leave me alone for 3-6 months. Mommy said she wanted to say a few things so here she is...
God is so good!!! He cares about what we care about because He loves US!!! I have spent many nights praying over Manny and of coarse crying my eyes out begging him not to die anytime soon. I also chose to tell him just about everyday that he was going to be okay...that was my grandmother's advice. I have thanked God for this wonderful news. The vet said he hasn't "cured" him but that he's just helped his quality of life and helped maintain it for a longer period than it would have been. I was so impressed with him because he was able to notice in his own words that Manny had a little more "pep in his step" I can't remember his exact weight but it was 27.8 or somewhere around there. The most he has ever weighed is in the 28 range so he is practically where he started. I plan to continue to pour prayer over him. I know at some point all living things pass away, but I want at least 4-5 more years although he was only given up to 3 years. God can do the impossible. His vet seemed surprised that his numbers came down because he expected him to be in the hospital next month according to his rising numbers. Now then I ask...what is impossible for God? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!
I've had so much running through my brain, but nothing to really make a post out of. I finally decided I better just write them down before my head explodes lol.
As I work I watch a lot of movies/shows on Netflix...it gets me through the day lol. Last week I decided to try a movie called Battlefield America. It had me captured from the start. It's a dance movie and ever since I've seen that I have wanted to do nothing but dance! I then proceeded to watch Footloose, the newer one, and I was surprised it wasn't as much of a dancing movie, but def makes ya want to cut a jig :) Dancing is one of my many passions I have. I actually wanted to be a backup dancer when I was in middle school. I still would LOVE to go on tour with someone and just dance my heart out. I express myself through music. I express it by playing piano and flute, through singing my heart out in the car (even if I can't sing I still belt out and pretend I can), and dance. Something about music that just allows me to be me. In fact I am trying something this year. As of this week I am posting a song a day from youtube on my facebook. I haven't declared on facebook what I am doing because there's really no need...I know what I am doing and it allows me to silently share how I'm feeling or a problem I'm going through. The catch for me is I have to hear that song in that day. I know....I'm weird.
The past three weeks have been interesting weather wise. I'm fixing to show my true weather geekiness lol. The first week we had potential for an inch of snow, the next week was an ice storm, and this week tornadoes. Reed Timmer is where I got word first that we would have a significant tornado outbreak yesterday and today. I decided to look his information out online and was amazed at what I found. His birthday is a day before mine AND he was only born 3 years before me....I think we were meant to be friends lol. Anyways so I started pulling up my weather apps and constantly sent updates via pictures...I'm sure I get quite annoying anytime we have abnormal weather :)
This was last Friday (January 25)...it's not everyday you look at the weather and see ice hanging lol. We were originally supposed to get snow, but it turned to sleet.
We only got ice on my car and Maddy's slide outside...it was really just a nothing event
Yes, I had high hopes of actually getting something, but unfortunately we got nothing!
My pictures got out of order so this isn't the picture that's supposed to be next. This was on Monday I do believe. It's the SPC for Tuesday.
Clearly this was Tuesday (January 29) We ended up being included in the slight risk for Tuesday, but we didn't get anything.
We were supposed to get this Wednesday
There were so many tornado warnings in a line Tuesday night. This was Missouri or Mississippi or Louisiana?
The overall picture. I kept trying to predict when it would hit here.
This was taken from someone else in our town. This is what the storm looked like as it came over Chattanooga. We didn't have any tornadoes here today. Actually the storm kinda broke up and weakened here. I was up all night last night. I tried going to sleep but once I laid down Manny was just going crazy. He was so ancy and kept sitting on me...on my head rather, or he would climb all over me to sit on the arm of the couch. Yeah, I'm sleeping on the couch still lol. Anytime I got up he would run to Maddy's door. It worried me so I went to check on Maddy and she was a-ok. I knew the storms were getting closer, but they were still 6 hours away. I attempted to lay down again, but then I was scared I wouldn't hear my alarm or the weather radio, so I wouldn't let myself go to sleep. Manny was still going crazy by this point so I got up and took him out and then decided to be productive and work out. I worked out until 1 a.m. and then tried sleeping again. It took me a minute to unwind but I finally drifted off to sleep around 2 a.m. only to be woke up around 5 a.m. to my weather radio blaring in my room. It scared me so bad cause it seriously is beyond loud and I was disoriented and was thinking to myself OMG OMG how long has that been going off, is it a tornado, did it wake Maddy up lol...yeah...I couldn't get to it fast enough. It was just a darn tornado watch! I fell back asleep for an hour and then snoozed and ended up making myself late to work. Yeah, it wasn't a great morning lol.
Maddy had to bring a picture of her dog to school today for show and tell. I'm so glad we have a dog! I chose to send this picture of our sweet Manny...he's not a dog...he's a part of the family!
It made me so sad because my mom found a Mrs. Manny. This dog looks JUST like Manny to a tee, but she is pregnant. She is currently in Bradley County, TN at an animal control place and will die tomorrow if she is not put up for adoption. Honestly, if she wasn't pregnant I would have gotten her right then and there. She is only 3 years old.
This girl has a serious electronic obsession! I am very much so limiting her use with this and the tv. She only gets to play it in the car through the week, but I give her more time on the weekend. Since I started doing this I have noticed a change in her behavior. It was getting ugly throughout the week so mommy put her foot down! I know...she looks kinda sad in this pic. She was very intent on what she was doing on top of fixing to fall asleep. Ever since I took her passy away she still moves her mouth as if she has one in there...she was doing the whole moving her mouth like passy was there thing when I took this. This was on Tuesday. I got tickled at my thoughts because once we got out of the car she was talking about the rain and I told her it was going to rain on Wednesday...the look on her face was like her mind was blown and I might have put on twitter that she thought I was a genius for knowing it was going to rain tomorrow lol.
I got a video of Maddy playing castle. It is honestly so cute!! This year I have started keeping her home more often instead of taking her to school because I get a lot more time that way. I can be done with work by 6:00 p.m. instead of 10:00 p.m. and only getting maybe an hour with her and that's spent feeding her and giving her a bath on bath night. Anyways, this was last Friday when there was ice. When I keep her home she will bring her toys right beside my desk and play while I work. Why send her to daycare when she does this you may ask? Well, she only does this for so long before she's begging me to play with her lol. This year so far she has stayed home at least once a week, minus this week.
This same day I took a long lunch to watch our first Disney movie...Lady and the Tramp. We turned out all the lights and cuddled up. I fell asleep and I woke up to see her eyes open at one point and so I watch the tv only to look back at her a minute later to her sound asleep.
It was really cute too because she fell asleep during the love scene of them eating spaghetti...the music is soothing I will have to say :)
I have quite a few pictures left to share...I think I will save them for another post so this doesn't get ridiculously long! I hope you all are having a GREAT week!!!
I already wrote about the first Disney movie Maddy sat down and watched. I am such a Disney fan that I want to document these events as they happen. I liked Lady and the Tramp as a kid, but it wasn't one of those movies that I got excited about. My favorite Disney movie growing up was The Little Mermaid. After watching The Lady and the Tramp recently I find myself wondering why in the world I wasn't more into this movie as a kid. It has become one of my favorites now. I've been wanting to build a Disney DVD collection, but they are quite expensive. I went to McKay's Used bookstore in hopes of finding the Lady and the Tramp for a reasonable price. They had the second one, but not the first. I started to settle on The Fox and the Hound even though as a kid I bawled my eyes out. It was a decent amount, but in my mind I just couldn't "settle" on the movie when I could go to amazon and get a movie brand new for the same price I was paying for a "used" one. I decided to put it back and got Despicable Me and Stuart Little. Heads up that Stuart Little has three cuss words in it that I didn't remember being there. I let Maddy watch and when I heard the first one I thought I was hearing things, but then the second one came out and I was like are you kidding me?! I will be taking that movie back because I disagree with the cussing. I thought I could go through ebates.com and get 25% off my order, but movies did not qualify for the promo. I finally tried Amazon.com and found the Blu-Ray/DVD combo for $22. I got free two day shipping because I'm an Amazon prime member. Honestly, you couldn't find that price anywhere else...not for new. I am so excited to have purchased our first Disney movie as a family. Yes, I asked Maddy if she wanted that movie and she did :) We also got her a Mickey Mouse movie at Mckay's and some books...one book being The Lady and the Tramp. We clearly have a soft spot in our hearts for dogs :)
Dom da da dom....Maddy is wearing "big girl pants" now lol. I am completely amazed! Her teacher talked to me on Thursday (January 17) about trying "big girl pants" at school. I will say I was a bit nervous for that step because heaven forbid she have an accident and her teachers have to clean it up...it would completely ruin the progress she has made. I told her morning teacher that I would like to wait until this week to try. Friday night after we got home from the store I put Maddy in her big girl pants. I really expected a big mess from accidents, but I was pleasantly surprised. From 6:30-11:00 p.m. she had no accidents and told me each time she needed to go to the bathroom. I figured Saturday we would definitely have accidents because it would be a longer period of time and she wouldn't want to stop playing. Once again I was wrong. We went all day and even rode around in the car quite a bit and not one time did she have an accident. I know accidents come with potty training. I don't have a problem if she does have an accident, I'm just amazed that she didn't have any and this was one of the first times we have tried big girl pants. She went to church from 8:15 until 11:45 a.m. with no accidents and then came home to play. She had one accident Sunday afternoon, but it was under completely different circumstances. The good thing about her accident is it gave her a chance to see that mommy won't get upset with her if it happens. To celebrate the start of wearing big girl pants we went to Target to buy a couple of packs plus the plastic undercover pants. She chose to get just plain colorful Hanes and a pack of Minnie Mouse and friends. Just in case anybody is wondering, the plastic underpants don't work lol. I decided to let her try wearing big girl pants to bed and she called for me telling me she had used the bathroom. Poor thing was upset and told me she tried to get to the bathroom. I can remember that feeling as a little girl, except I did get in trouble by my dad. Something I tell her when something gets spilled or dropped or in this case didn't get to the bathroom in time, "That's ok, accidents happen sometimes." Once I told her that she had a smile on her face. I know it won't be much longer and we will be completely diaper free. She has always done things on her own time. Her birth was done on her own time lol. There were no signs that I would be going into labor a week before I did. My last doctor's appointment I believe I was a half inch dilated and low and behold I went into labor that night!
My sweet Maddy...you are currently sound asleep as you should be. It is 12:36 a.m. Mommy should have been in bed 30 min. to an hour ago, but I wanted to work out for a little bit. One day you will look back on this and be embarrassed that I am writing this, but one day you will look back on this and cherish it...I hope :) I want to start writing down cherished memories of you and save them for you. You are currently 3 years old and weigh approximately 31 lbs. Technically you can still wear a 4 diaper, but I moved you up to a size 5. You wear a size 8.5 shoe, although I am quite certain you are close to a 9. You are in 4T clothing. Your personality comes out more and more each day and I love seeing you turn into you. You have two favorite indoor things you like to play...school and castle. You like to tell me that I am the teacher, but you always tell me what to do with the class lol. My favorite thing to play with you inside is castle. I love hearing your different voices. You still like to dictate what my character does somewhat, but I just love playing with you. You and Manny have really bonded since he's gotten sick. You always ask about him and ask if he's going to be ok. You two are like siblings. He takes your toys and chews on them and you tattle on him for looking at you or not doing what you want him to do. You are very independent and don't like the boundaries mommy has set for you. I think we will struggle with this boundary issue for at least the next 15 years lol. I haven't had to put you in time out a whole lot. You are pretty good to calm down on your own and listen to what I am trying to tell you. It is so very important to me that you know our communication is open. I want you to know you can tell me anything, but respectfully and I will listen. I am working on that now in hopes that as you grow up, you will know you can talk to me. You are melting my heart. When we talk about Jesus you always ask where He is. I always tell you He is in Heaven, but you have a better understanding because you always ask if He's in your heart. I pray He is in your heart and that you will choose to start a personal relationship with Him. Our pastor has challenged the church to pray together as a family in 2013 and that is something I am making sure we do.
You have been getting into mischief at night. I have caught you several nights in a row turning your light back on and just playing in your room. You had been staying up until 11:30 p.m. when you did this. You lost some "computer" (leap pad) time and were very unhappy about that. Speaking of computer, it has started to become a problem. You come home every day and have plans of playing castle with me, but it never fails...you end up on your couch with your computer in hand and play until bed or bath time, then you pitch a fit saying you want to play when I tell you it's night night time. I am going to start putting a time limit on how much you play your computer and make sure you get your energy out before it's bed time.
I love our bedtime routine. We read a book, we pray, and then we rock/talk. When you hop into bed you cling to me and tell me I can sleep in your room. You really enjoy me and Manny camping out in your room. In fact, when you were sick one night we brought in your couch and you chose to give up the comforts of your bed to sleep on the floor with us on your couch. I felt so bad for you because your stomach was hurting you real bad, but I loved spending the night together as a family. Since that night you always ask me and Manny to sleep with you. Part of me wants to give in and move you to my bed, but I know if I do you will want to do that all the time.
You are such a caring person and if I look upset you will tell me not to be sad, or you will ask me what is wrong. If I cry you tell me it will be ok and even tell me that God said it would be ok. You love to laugh and have such a nurturing spirit about you. When other people hurt, you hurt/worry about them. You like to make people laugh. You don't like going to school. You wrap your hand around one of my legs and refuse to let go. I know you enjoy playing with your friends, but I don't think you like some of the teachers. I also think you have some separation anxiety. You are such a special person and I can't wait to see how your life unfolds. I am so thankful that God allowed me to be your mom...it's been a huge blessing. I love you!
I think all my posts should just be called Daily Randoms lol. It's been a yucky mess weather wise around here. My handy dandy app has been put to use:
It has rained non stop around here. It's such a shame it's not snow falling. Yesterday was pretty warm, but today has just been so cold. I looked at some point today and it was 45 degrees. BRR!!!
I've been nervous about Manny lately. I'm sure his numbers are still continuing to elevate, but aren't as high as they were I'm sure. He ran out of medicine last week and I wasn't sure if he really was on this medicine for life and what the next steps were. With my mom's help we found out that he is indeed on this medicine for life and he will need to have his numbers checked next week. I am definitely in tune to the minor changes in him and have seen some this week. I felt sad over the weekend and spent Friday night praying that God would allow him to live for a long time. I think I was subconsciously worried about him not having his medicine and knowing his health was starting to decline some, because I am not AS worried.
Ever since I found out he had kidney disease, I have been unable to sleep in my room. I had gotten so used to feeling him lay right up against me, that when he spent the weekend in the hospital it just tore me up. I tried laying in bed but I just couldn't. I ended up making Maddy's couch my new bed. One would think once he came home that I would return to my bed, but nope. I think I'm scared to go back to my room because I know his life is shortened and who knows how much time he really has left. He has adapted quite nicely to Maddy's couch and will lay on it with me. One night he just completely rooted me out of my spot and took up the entire space lol. I wanted to remember so I snapped a picture.
We went to a local concert recently called Winter Jam. It's an amazing concert that brings in christian bands and you only pay $10. There are quite a few artist's that come on this tour but the ones I was interested in were Jaimie Grace, Sidewalk Prophets, Matthew West, and of coarse TobyMac! Maddy went last year and Skillet was there and it was just way too loud. I'm a Skillet fan, but that concert was not their best in my opinion. This year my mom bought ear plugs and they were a life saver. Even with ear plugs Maddy said it was too loud a few times. She did SO good! I brought her leap pad and she watched her videos and played games through the whole thing. She ate TWO hot dogs and had a coke. Girl was hungry lol. She got up and danced some to TobyMac. She alternated sitting in the chair and sitting on her blanket on the floor.
I had a GREAT lunch last week. I made BBQ chicken and had some vegetables with it. The best sauce is Sweet Baby Rays! I cooked it in the crock pot and added brown sugar, a little vinegar, and red pepper flakes. Its' not my recipe, I found it on Pinterest :)
Having mashed potatoes would have made it even better, but I enjoyed it as it was.
I found a new game I'm addicted to...Ruzzle. It's a fun word game that you can play against your friends. I saw it on Twitter and thought I'd give it a try...I haven't stopped playing yet lol.
Maddy is starting to come out of her toddler stage and into a little girl. One of her favorite things to play lately is castle. She will actually make different voices for the different people. It's really neat to see her play like that. I will try to capture a video of it.
We were finally able to celebrate my youngest niece's birthday. Her birthday is December 6, however, her sister had her tonsils taken out that day. That weekend someone in their family got the flu and then someone else got RSV. By that point it was Christmas and then New Year's. She has been quite upset her party has kept getting postponed. We threw her a surprise party at our church. She was truly surprised and we all had a lot of fun.
We clearly had a great time lol. Afterwards we went out for ice cream at a frozen yogurt shop called Sweet Frog. It was a really good day!
I actually wanted to write down my last grocery shopping trip, but I got side tracked at looking online. I've known you could turn your blog into a book, but I never really thought it would be something I'd want to do. I mean you can see it online for free...why pay to have it printed. Well, I want mine printed now lol. I've been playing around with it and before this post it would have cost me $170 plus shipping for my entire blog. It would actually cost me a lot more if I did it the way I wanted it. You can either condense it to where your pictures and text are all scrunched together or you can have it in the layout you typed it in. The reason I want it in the layout I typed it in is because I know exactly which post the pictures go to. For me it will be best to break it down by years. My very first blog posts in 2010 will only cost $24.95 plus shipping. You get up to 20 pages for that price and then it's .40 a page after that I think.
Maddy has not wanted to go to bed tonight. It's 11:31 p.m. and I do believe she just NOW is drifting off to sleep. I've gotten her off her schedule and her new schedule is how the past week has been. Late nights, early mornings. She would get out of bed, turn her light on, and just play. I went in there twice to tell her no more playing and the light stays off.
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