Weekend Recap

It's officially one week since Maddy and I have been in our new house. We had a lot of fun this weekend. Maddy has looked forward to no school all week I think. Saturday morning I asked her if she knew what day it was and she said, "What?" I told her it was Saturday and her face lit up and said, "No school?" On top of no school/work we also had planned on going to my mom's for the day. Maddy actually slept in until 9:40 a.m. and I was forever thankful because I stayed up too late trying to get stuff done around the house. We woke up, got dressed, cooked biscuits, and got ready to go to my mom's. My mom is turning Maddy's old bedroom into a playroom for all the grandkids. She showed Maddy where all her toys were and Maddy's reaction was, "What?!" It was hilarious and I wish I had been videoing. I still need a few things around the house so my mom took us to the store to get started on this long list I have going. My priorities might be a tad off because I need a new vacuum cleaner, but instead of getting the vacuum I got a router so I could have my personal computer back. Maddy was getting real tired and hungry so we were only able to get my router the first go round. We stopped by Baskin Robbins to get blasts and ice cream for Maddy. Speaking of Maddy, we are officially passy free. Before we moved out we have lost passy several times at my mom's house. I searched every where for it and had to tell her it was lost. To my surprise she went ahead and went to bed when she heard I didn't know where it was. I should have just never given it back to her when I finally did find it, but I didn't. Thursday morning when she woke up she told me she couldn't find her passy. I looked under her bed, behind her bed, in her covers and it was no where to be found. She went to bed that night with no passy...she did ask for it but I told her I couldn't find it. I ended up finding it Friday morning hidden under her bed, but decided to just let passy be lost. She has been taking her naps at school without now and she hasn't even asked for it. I haven't thrown it away just yet, but I think I will be soon. Okay back to our weekend. After we got ice cream we went back to my mom's to get my step dad. We ate at the Chop House. Maddy got pizza and I got grilled chicken garden alfredo. After dinner we did the rest of our shopping. We headed to Wal-Mart. My step dad took Maddy to the toy section while my mom and I got my groceries. I did get me a new crock pot, which is my third one now because my other two got thrown away. I found a cute red one by Hamilton Beach that was a real good price, but they weren't in stock. I just went with the silver and black one but will probably be getting a different one down the road. I love crock pots! Once we were done shopping we went back to my mom's and Maddy got to play outside. It was after 8, but that was a perfect time to play because it wasn't hot at all and there was a nice breeze blowing. Maddy had a blast with her car and playing with my mom and step dad. We didn't get home till 9:30 p.m. or maybe it was closer to 10 I can't really remember. We brought my dog Manny home and bless his heart he was scared to death. He did NOT want to walk up the steps to get in the house. I think he thought I was leaving him. Once he found my room he seemed happier. He could smell his scent on my bed so he wanted to stay in there. He did really well staying out with Maddy. He didn't try to jump on her and he wasn't rambunctious. Maddy also did a very good job of not pestering him. She loves to hug on him and it is just so sweet. I should have gotten pictures of them together, but I didn't. Sunday morning me, Maddy, my mom, and my step dad decided to try our old church. I have missed church so much and going back to our old church was just what I needed. I tried to prepare Maddy for when we left her in the nursery, but there isn't much that can help. They were all nice in helping me get her settled in. As they were telling us what was going to happen Maddy's nose started to turn red and she had tears forming in her eyes. Once it was time to hand her off she did let them take her, but she just buried her head and cried. It was so hard leaving her. I really hope to get into a routine of going to church because I desperately need it. After church was over she said she liked it.  After church we went back to my mom's house for some pizza and homemade ice cream. We had a really fun weekend and we can't wait for this coming weekend. We are going to celebrate my mom's 50th birthday. It will be a party filled weekend :) I'm going to post the pictures I have from this week.

This was Monday morning...her first morning waking up in her new house. She was sleeping so good.

Nana brought her ice cream throughout the week...as you can see she was thrilled :)

This is ranch chicken. It was still cooking when I took this picture. I got this recipe from one of my cook books and it is pretty good. Maddy ate some of it, but was more worried about her ice cream lol.

I sent this to my mom Sunday after church. I'm so happy Manny can be left out while Maddy is awake. I was so afraid he would be too wild or try to jump on her or that she would just annoy him but they love each other :)
I have a few pictures on my camera to add to this, but will have to do so later. I hope you all had a wonderful weekend as well!

One Week

Tomorrow will mark the one week mark since Maddy and I have been in our new house. It's been easier in some ways and harder in others. My day got started off wrong on Monday when my work computer would not work. I was so stressed out over trying to get that fixed on top of the emotions I was dealing with with moving away from home..again. I was worried about Maddy and how she felt and tried my best to create as much "normalcy" as I could in our new house. I took advantage of the unexpected time off work and tried to clean and organize around the house. I really wanted to have it all done for when Maddy got home, but that just did not happen. Maddy was happy to see me when I picked her up from school and she asked if we were going to our new house. She seemed excited, which made me feel better but little did I know. Our first dinner was nothing amazing. We had a hot dog with a banana. After dinner we played until it was time for Maddy to go to bed. Her bed time got stretched a little to 8:30. Tuesday rolled around and I realized I would once again be out of work because they thought the storms we had fried my computer (turns out all it was is the IP settings needed to be changed so they wasted money on shipping me a new computer). My mom came over Tuesday to help me try to get my house manageable. She accomplished a lot and I was very thankful for her help. Tuesday was probably the hardest day emotionally for me. When Maddy woke up she asked if we were going to come back to her new house. I told her yes. She said, "But I don't want to go to Maddy's new house, I want to go home." Honestly I have no idea how I managed not to burst into tears, but somehow I managed to stay strong and I told her her new house was her home. She proceeded to tell me that she wanted to go to Nana's. I felt so horrible. I was missing "home" too and the transition was a bit rough. After Tuesday morning she started to seem better. Tuesday was our first dinner I cooked. I made london broil, mashed potatoes, and peas. I was very pleased with how everything turned out. I marinaded the meat in A-1 sauce and put some Nature's Blend all over it and some garlic and salt. I marinaded it overnight. I used A-1 because I am still in need of some basic supplies and did not have Worcestershire sauce. I actually really liked the A-1 marinade and will def use it again. Maddy enjoyed dinner as well, but didn't like the meat. Wednesday morning my work computer was up and running and I started feeling a little more normal. My mom came over again for a little while. We were supposed to do some more cleaning/organizing but we ended up working and talking. By this point Maddy was excited to hear we were going to her new house when I picked her up from school. The only thing missing was Manny. I left him at my mom's while we got a little more settled first. I missed him terribly but knew my mom was taking good care of him. I won't recap Thursday and Friday as I'm sure it's a bit boring, but I did want to document some of our "firsts" in our new house. I have a few pictures to go with this post, but I will have to add them later. Maddy is adjusting very well and seems to really like her new house.

Freak Storm

Last Thursday was a really weird day. We were supposed to get some pretty strong storms, and that we did. What made it so weird, is it was just wind...no rain. The wind was real strong. It was taking tops of trees plum off and carrying them down the road. We lost power pretty much as soon as it hit. The house got hot fast so we were staying outside as much as possible. I am fascinated with weather so I took a couple of pictures of the clouds.

I had a little bit of battery left on my phone so I started looking for our news to post updates as to what happened. They finally posted the winds were straight line winds and with one power company there over 26,000 people without power. We didn't get power back until 12:30 p.m. Friday afternoon. Friday was also a weird day for us. With no power I obviously could not work. I was sitting at the table writing when my mom's outside dogs just started going crazy. They have a fox that likes to go back there and also a cat that likes to tease them. I just figured it was one of the two. After a few minutes I decided to try to get them to be quiet. They did hush up and looked at me. I sat back down and here they go again just going to town. I got back up and looked and I happened to notice that they were all barking at something that was not just outside of their fence. I went to look out a different window and was mortified at what I thought I was seeing. I instantly thought there was a snake in one of the pens, but it was huge. I decided I was just being silly and it had to be a cat or a bird or something. I am the only person in the house mind you and my phone battery was dead. I run to my car to use my car charger to charge it up and decide to go take one more look to make sure I wasn't crazy. Whatever it was had moved and it had moved to a stump. I thought I saw blue so I decided there was no way it could be a snake. I go back to my car and sit...it feels like forever to boot back up. I called my mom who was taking Maddy to school for me. She had just gotten to daycare so I had to wait for her to call me back. I told her there was a snake or cat or bird in with two of the dogs. Me being the silly person that I was just had to go back inside to get a better look at what exactly it was. Let me first say that I am just beyond terrified of snakes. It's not just a fear it's beyond that. I can have nightmares JUST from saying the word "snake" so why I had to know what was in the fence is beyond me. I'm on the phone with my mom and see it had moved again it this time I could see the head and it was indeed a snake. It was a big one and I just started crying because I saw it myself and then I was worried about the dogs getting bit. When I was pregnant with Maddy there was a diamond back rattlesnake in our backyard that my mom's dog and Manny were trying to scare off. Last week there was a black snake on our neighbor's sidewalk so they stay around lol. I had a freak out moment and needed someone there immediately. My mom decided to call my uncle who lives 5 min. away but I tell you I think it took like 20 min for him to get there lol. I ran out to him when he got there. Once he got back there he thought it looked poisonous. He said it was something you would see on National Geographic and he wasn't going to try to throw it back in the woods. He told my mom he needed a gun that it looked mean and he didn't feel comfortable trying to get it out. My step dad got home just in time to get his shot gun and well you know the rest. My mom got a picture of it before my step dad got there. 

My mom googled it and she thinks it is a chicken snake. By the time it was gone I was just done for the day. Luckily once the power came on our internet was still down so I didn't have to work that day and I could just try to calm down a bit lol. The storm actually fried my work computer so I haven't been to work at all this week either. I just received the part I have to swap, but I have to wait for them to call me. I'm hoping they don't call me till later today lol. I really don't mind having one more day off.

Settling In

I still need to write about our last two days of vacation, but so much is happening it will just have to wait. I finally got my business internet installed, which meant I was pretty much free to move whenever I wanted. This Saturday was my Nephew's first birthday as well as his party. The plan was to get mine and Maddy's bed/dresser moved after the party. The party started at 3:00 p.m. I would love to share pictures of him and show off all his adorable smiles, but his parents do not want his pictures posted online. He was very quiet during his party and just stared at all the people and all the toys and flirted with the girls lol. He didn't really dig all in his cake. He mainly just got the icing, which was red by the way, and smeared it all over his face. It was cute. We left around 5:30 ish and headed straight to get some food. We were all starving. We ate at Golden Corral and the food was delicious, but the air wasn't really working so I think we burned off our food as we ate it because it was pretty hot in there. After dinner we went back to my mom's house. When we got to my mom's we decided to just wait until Sunday to move because we were already so tired and I was having a bit of an emotional moment. Moving on a Sunday is no easy task for anybody involved, but I am really glad we stayed one extra night :) Sunday came and I started the day off feeling very overwhelmed. We took Maddy's bed down, got my work computer unhooked, got my bed out, and Maddy's dresser. We loaded up two trucks and a car and we still had lots of stuff at my mom's. The idea was to just get what had to go right then moved over and then throughout the weeks I can go through the stuff at my mom's and throw away what I don't want and slowly move the rest over. I felt so bad for my step dad, uncle, and grandfather because they were lifting heavy stuff in 90 degree weather, but it felt more like 100. My mom helped me coordinate the move because I've never had to deal with this big a move before. It really is amazing all the stuff you can collect, especially with a kid, in just three short years. Long story short me and Maddy are officially moved into our new house, but we are not quite settled yet. Maddy's room is pretty much done but the rest of the house will take some time. I originally wanted to decorate in pink and brown because that was Maddy's nursery theme and it's special to me. Things I found a year ago are not in style anymore and pink and brown is no longer popular. I did see a lot of blue and brown, so those are the colors I am using to decorate with. It's going to take some time to really get our house the way I want it, but I'm doing a little at a time as I can. I found a rug for the living room at Wal-Mart that was just perfect...

I took a picture of Maddy's room, but it looks much better in person. She seems to really like her room. I love her room and find myself going in there throughout the day to just sit, rock, and listen to her music. It feels very calm in there and I'm very thankful for that. Here is the pic I took from my phone.

For all you home decorator's out there I know her rug doesn't exactly "go" with her curtains, but I am just not ready to get rid of it or replace it. I would love to paint her walls to bring some more color to the room, but since we are renting I don't want to go through the trouble or the money to paint it only to have to paint it again once we moved out. I do have a goal of owning my own house within the next few years or so. I have her glider on the left in front of the window, and her closet is also on the left. The green curtains were extra's my sister gave me and they really work perfect. I bought her toddler bedding set a while back that is purple with green and pink. The room really works together even though this picture doesn't do it justice. My mom spent half a day with me yesterday and helped me get it manageable to where I could just go through boxes a little at a time as I could instead of just having stuff piled every where. I've seen a change in Maddy when I take her to school in the mornings. She will talk while I'm there instead of just acting shy. I'm hoping after this week she will be feeling a lot more settled and sure about our move. For now I have left my dog Manny with my mom. I plan on getting him this weekend...I am really missing him! I just needed to get me and Maddy situated first before trying to get him.

Fourth Of July 2012

I hope everybody had a wonderful fourth of july! Most of the day was just like a Saturday for Maddy and I. We played, watched movies, and ate food lol. I'm so close to moving into our new place so I decided to do a little shopping. We went to a few stores and finally made a purchase. I got part of our bathroom set, which is called Butterfly Blessings. I really wanted to do pink and brown, but those colors aren't in anymore. My second choice was blue and brown and butterfly blessings incorporates both colors with a touch of green and yellow. I also got a small bookshelf...I don't really like to read but do have some books. We also had to make a stop at LifeWay Christian stores to buy a couple more Bob (VeggieTales) CD for the car. Ours had melted gummies on it and made it skip...was real annoying after a while. Maddy was very pleased with those purchases lol. We headed back to my mom's to get ready to go to Lake Winnie. This is a tradition we started a few years ago and it's just so much fun. We picked up my nieces and ate at subway. I got a veggie on 9 grain honey oat bread. I was surprised it actually tasted good lol. Oh...I forgot I hadn't posted about my latest adventure. I'm currently trying out the Biggest Loser plan and white breads are not allowed lol. Maddy had a cheese pizza although she was too excited to even eat. I have lots of pictures thanks to my mom...I accidentally left my memory card in my computer...oops.

 I really wasn't growling...I was just starting to say cheese and this is the only pic there is lol

 We were waiting for my oldest niece to get done riding her ride

 on the carousel...it almost put her to sleep. 

 Her first ever roller coaster. Being a mommy is hard work...as soon as I saw her on there I instantly teared up and started shaking. I was so worried she would hate it. She is a real thrill rider and just loved it.

 She was such a big girl! I think you can kind of see her walking around as if she's just all grown up lol

 This was the first year on these cars as well and she rode them at least six times. Luckily we had my nieces to help her get on and off since parents can't ride.

 I really did ride rides with her lol. We sang the elephant song from Barney once we got up in the air.

This year was the best year we've had! Maddy did not pitch a fit one time and I was so worried she would. She had a nap, but she was real tired on the way there and was ornery. She had so much fun on the rides I don't think she stopped to think about pitching a fit. We got to ride a lot more rides too. The fireworks went off at 10:00 and it was an overall great time.

Vacation Days 3&4

Tuesday was by far our best day there. We woke up at 8:30 a.m. Our routine in the morning was to wake up and watch one of Maddy's movies before heading out for the day. We didn't watch much on Tuesday because by 9:06 a.m we were headed down to Aqualand. Maddy's attention span was very short on this trip and after a few minutes in Aqualand she was ready to move on to something else. She saw other kids playing with a beach ball, so we walked over to the hotel market to get her a ball and some toys and played a little while longer. After aqualand we went down to the beach and the water was just beautiful. This vacation I was able to completely forget about work and I just enjoyed every minute of it...minus a few moments lol. To tell the details is a little boring, so I will let pictures do the talking.

This is how Maddy took her naps in the afternoon. Can ya tell the sun drained her? She actually took better naps than she slept at night. She took 3 to 3.5 hour naps..unreal!! When she woke up from her nap, which was around 4 p.m. I tried getting us ready for dinner. She wasn't having any part of it and told me she didn't want to. I finally decided not to force her to go get dinner because I was scared I would have had a major meltdown on my hands. Luckily I brought some mac and cheese from home and cooked that up for the both of us. We had just a stay in movie night. Before we went to bed she was having a few issues and I knew going to bed that night that Wednesday was gonna be a rough day. We went to bed around 11 p.m. We woke up at 7 on Wednesday. Wednesday was one of our worst days there. We did our usual routine, but I think she was just so tired and ready to be with her toys at home that she just let me have it. At the pool she would scream NO to the top of her lungs and try to run away. I decided to just try to get her into the room so she could take a nap. Now that I've waited so long to finish this I have no idea what I said to get her to walk with me. I just remember as soon as we got to the room I sat her in the chair for a 2 minute time out and then gave her passy. She crawled up in the bed and went straight to sleep. I was determined to make her go eat dinner somewhere when she woke up. I decided to get ready while she was sleeping, so she wouldn't have much time to decide to pitch a fit about going. My plan worked pretty well lol. We went to a place called Boar's Head. When we pulled up I was really nervous because it was a dead parking lot. We got there around 6:00 p.m. but Maddy fell asleep on the way so I let her sleep till 6:30 p.m. We had another good evening out at dinner and I was so relieved. The inside was so pretty and we were pretty mesmorized by the decorations.

I got the broiled seafood platter, which consisted of oysters (eww), deviled crab, scallops, shrimp, and grouper. I actually don't like fish but I went ahead and tried it. I was surprised I could eat it...it actually had no fishy flavor and I was impressed! Maddy got a hamburger. 

After dinner I made the mistake of trying to get us our airbrushed shirts. I love airbrushed shirts and have one from 1995 that I wear as pj's now. The guy told me it would take about an hour before they were ready, which was fine cause I could look around and then get our shirt. He told me when I came back to make sure to bring the yellow copy to him. I thought he meant so I could pick up my shirt. We browsed around for what felt like maybe 30 minutes then went to pay. Maddy was beyond done at this point. After we paid we ran across the street to look in that store. I was actually trying to find me a new bathing suit. I like the one I have now, but the top is getting too big now and I'm constantly pulling it up..it's annoying. We went to check on our shirts. The guy looked at me funny and said you never brought me the yellow paper back. My face fell. I knew Maddy couldn't hold on for another hour. He told me it would take about 30 minutes so we tried to wait. It was a bit rough, but we made it. Here are our shirts.

We went back to the hotel and got ready for bed. I have no idea what time we went to sleep...maybe midnight lol. I will put Thursday and Friday up as soon as I can.

Mommy and Maddy's Vacation Part 1

Sunday morning Maddy and I woke up and started packing the car. I didn't get to bed until 1:30 a.m. and set my alarm for 5:45. One would think we would have hit the road by at least 7, but oh no...try 8:30 a.m. lol. We had a rental car again like we did last month, but unfortunately the same car was not available. We got an Altima and it was nice, but I wouldn't pay the money for it if i were car shopping. The camry is by far the best out of what I have driven. I'm having problems with my phone transferring pics to my photo stream...I need more storage but don't wanna pay for it lol. I'm gonna post what I can and I may have to come back later to put the rest on here. Here are the pictures/video of what I have on the way down to Florida.

We got there sometime between 3 and 4 p.m. I can't remember to be honest because we had a semi rough ride up there with traffic and then I was wondering how to get all our luggage in by myself. Once we checked in we took as much as we could carry up to the room, which was on the 9th floor...906 was our room number. The view was amazing but it was a long haul for me. Once we dropped the first load off we went to park and then brought in our last load. Here is our room when you first walk in the door.

We stayed at the Holiday Inn Resort. It's the number one family resort in Panama and honestly it is well worth the money.

How could you not be stress free when you have this out your back door? I must say once I saw the ocean I became ecstatic. Poor Maddy didn't quite know what to think of mommy being so excited. I wanted to take a minute to soak it all in before we jumped on in but the other part of me just wanted to get down there. I did take a minute to catch my breath because I was pouring sweat from getting all our stuff in the room. This was my first vacation with no help. I knew I could do it, but it was a learning experience for me as well lol. I know I had to look hilarious trying to drag all our stuff up. Soon after we got suited up and hit up the water park, aka, Aqua land.

We didn't play that long once we got there because it was getting time for dinner. We ate at the restaurant in the hotel because Maddy got to eat free and with us driving all day I didn't think she would want to go back in the car...I didn't really want to drive anywhere myself lol. We put in a movie and hit the sack. Day 2 of our vacation we woke up super early...6:40 a.m. I tried to get Maddy to eat breakfast but she just wouldn't. By 9 a.m. we were dressed and ready to play. We went down to the beach for a little bit...maybe 15 minutes. She is just like her mommy and can only handle staying in places for a little bit before wanting to move on to the next. Here she is playing on the beach.

Monday was not the best day for us, but I later learned it was not the worst. Her mood was so different than it normally is here at home. She became this super independent person who literally refused to listen to a word I said.  Around 11:30 a.m. I got her to go back to the room with me and I put in a movie for her and sat her stroller in front of the tv. It didn't take long and she passed out.

When she woke back up we went back to Aqua land to play some more and then got ready for dinner. We went to a restaurant called Scampys. It was late for us...7 p.m. ish. We had a little bit of a wait and while we waited Maddy looked at the fish.

We got to sit outside and Maddy played the mommy role very well. She said her booster seat was baby's seat and made sure she had plenty to eat. It was so cute to watch.

Maddy had the popcorn shrimp with mashed potatoes

We got dessert and headed back to the hotel. I got Maddy Peanut butter blitz and me key lime pie. Mine was real good, but Maddy's not so much. We cuddled up afterwards and went sound to sleep. I will post day 3 & 4 tomorrow...I think.