Stress Test

I can't begin to describe how very thankful it is the weekend. This week has been extremely hard on me and I still have at least one more stressful week to go before hopefully things calm down a bit. My 2012 has not been the best in the world and I have felt very overwhelmed and defeated. I know the devil is on me hot and heavy so I know something is going on. I mentioned here about my focus this year being devoted to Maddy. I know it's still the beginning of the year, at the very beginning of the year I felt so different. I cannot describe how I felt but I liked it. I started feeling like I was accomplishing tasks that may not seem so big or important to you all, but for me it was. I had some financial stress thrown in here and there but I was able to get through it and keep on keepin on. It seems like this week a bomb was dropped because I just felt like everytime I tried to get up I'd get kicked right back down and it was harder with each kick. I definitely think this year is going to be a year of change for me and Maddy. I could be completely wrong...in one sense I hope I am...in another sense I hope I'm not. If what I think is going to happen (which we all know where God is concerned if we have it figured out it is most likely not going to happen lol), then I am very excited to get there. In the mean time...all this stress can go away!!