Random Emotions

Today has been a rough day for me. I am so thankful for long weekends, but they make going back to work so hard...especially this time of year. I found myself almost refusing to work, which just makes the rest of the week harder. I can't even begin to tell you how bad I want to be a stay at home mom. I know being a stay at home mommy is no easy job, but it's a job I've wanted even before I knew about Maddy. I don't think the desire to be a stay at home mom will ever die down any, but the need to talk about it will if I can just make it through this week lol. Maddy and I really did have an amazing weekend together and I just hate that it had to come to an end. She has started saying, "Yeah" instead of, "Huh" for uh-huh and her expressions are just too cute and often quite funny lol. I am having to write from my phone tonight and it doesn't let you add captions under the pics so these are just random pics of Maddy I have on my phone. There is nothing like having a child and I pray that God would someday (soon preferably) let me be a full time mom for my job. I have been specific in my prayers that I am not forced to stay home by losing my job, just as an FYI :) for now this is where God has me so I will pick myself up and carry on. I just needed to get my feelings out again so I could do so. I really am an emotional girl.